Dreams
I have been having such vivid real dreams lately that is been freaking me out. And its been mostly about the same people every time. Me, Laurie, and Chels. I had a dream that I found out I was 4 months prego. I told the family, they freaked, but then a week later we were all getting ready to go to Hawaii and I was in the bathroom depressed. My mom came in and asked what was the matter and I told her that I wanted to have a miscarriage and I didn't want the baby cause it would ruin my life. Forever. I could never do or be what I wanted, or had set out to be. She told me that I made the decision 4 months ago to risk that and that I should never say that again. No one should ever wish for a miscarriage. Then I had a dream about chels and we were going to san fran and i got a phone call that she was going to get shot if certain people find her, so i wrap her in clothes and make sure she walks with her head down, and even in san fran she had to hide her face and I was constantly looking